I WANT TO STOP THINKING NEGATIVE THOUGHTS! IT'S FUCKING IRRITATING AND IT'S FUCKING MAKING ME WORRIED. I HATE MYSELF FOR THIS. I SWEAR, I WANT TO STOP. GOD, PLEASE HELP ME! :'( IT'S HURTING ME! NO NO, I DON'T WANT TO BLAME ANYONE FOR THIS BUT BLAME MYSELF. SIGH.

I love you, Abdul Rauf Bin Muhammad Don.
A LOT.