I know that my day wouldn't be great. A lot of things happened in the morning. Firstly, I lost my Orange File which contains a lot of my revision worksheet. I was so fucked up and went to Rooftop in the morning just to check on it. I was very worried till I couldn't control my tears.

I dragged myself to school and I was very pissed with myself. I don't know what to do but just kept quite. Things get worst right after that. It's between me and Love. I regretted saying the things I shouldn't said to him. I don't know what to do but just go with the flow. Teachers/Friends kept on asking me to cool down and cheer up.

The ones that I was expecting to be with me, wasn't with me. I tried to smile for all my lessons but my tears couldn't stop flowing. Ms Ong asked me why I looked so down? And I just smiled and said thank you to her.

Syaziani came to me and I started to cry very badly infront of her. She kept on nagging at me and which I feel like closing my ears. Listened to whatever she advice me. Thanks for the lap yeah Syaz. Her shorts was fulled of my tears. I'm sorry. My health doesn't look great and all of them went to Polyclinic. Saw different people, different attitude and everything.

Thanks to Fiqri, Syaziani & Listener for talking to him and thanks Syazwan for the advice. I know you guys tried to cheer me up in a lot of ways but it doesn't help right? I need to take time to cool down myself and smile whenever I want to. But you know, thanks anyway ;)

Listener send me back home because he was scared that bangla ikut -_- Haha, no. He wants to take 945 then 106 home.

Gonna meet them for study later. I shall get myself ready and won't be home late tonight.

I'll be having Malay Paper, tomorrow. Wish me luck then ;)

P/s: I love you.