And it's not about missing them.
I thought after I've meet my girls in class my heart would be okay but I guess it's not. Hearing their problems makes me go sad too. Especially Hannah's problem.
I tried my best to give some advice but I don't think it helps. I told her to text her boyfriend and express everything. And I guess he doesn't understand. Hannah, I know you hate to wait. Same goes to me. But no matter what, you got to tell him whatever it's inside your heart. Let it out, girl. Somehow, we're facing the same problem. But I'm fine with it.
When you tell me everything just now, I know you feel like crying. I saw your eyes and I knew you gonna cry. It hurts, I know. Your
7th Month is coming. Just don't expect something from him alright? Just don't think anything. You just see what would he do on that day. He doesn't want to leave you and so do you. Right? You must understand his situation. And he got to understand yours too. You don't text him if he keeps on asking you to wait or make you to wait. You know how it feels to wait for someone right? Yes, we had the same feelings Hannah.
No matter what happen, don't do stupid decisions. I'm here for you. And I don't want you to be sad. This coming Wednesday are your anniversary. Try to smile. Anything happens, text/call me. I'll be your Listener, alright?
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See, all of this hurts. Sometimes we all have to end up feeling cheated. And I don't know why. No matter what happen, we still have to face all of this. We always hurt those we care about most, because we expect them to love and forgive us, no matter what. And don't ever think that just because someone loves you doesn't mean he/she won't hurt you. You might get hurt with small matter or even worst big.
Negative thoughts are running on my mind. And I don't wish to think about it anymore. Had a dream about someone that I don't want to think about. And I hate that dream _|_ Yes, now.. Let's think positive.
Love, I miss you.
P/s: What's hurt the most?
Hi sexy cousin, I miss you.