My heart feels not okay and I decided to call Syaziani. I'm sorry if my voice were too high for you. I started to throw out my anger to her. And this is not good. She tried to calm me down and asked why. I just don't know why. My tears starts to rolled down. I just feel like giving up on my life. For past 2 days, I easily get irritated and annoyed. And I don't care what people feels. I don't want to understand them though. So weird, I know.

That is not me at all. Right? I don't want to cry when I'm going to bed later. I hope Syaziani could give me a call at night later and hope she could make me feel better. She knows me well by now, right? You were the one who have been there for me, if you want to know. I love you, take care of your hand -_-

Seriously, can someone talk to me and make a nice conversation with me? Kay no -_- My phone is on divert call because I don't want people to get through me. *Evil

Text me and I'll deactivate. And we'll make a nice conversation.

P/s: dan sebenarnya..