Even though we didn't get to meet up every week or every day, she still understand me. She still make me laugh with her bad attitude. She might use the vulgarities but she understand people very well. It doesn't matter whether they are your cousins, friends, best friends, close friends. We are human, we have heart. It's up to you whether you want to understand them or not. I'm sick and tired all of this. Please, understand them like the way you want them to understand you.

Well, things doesn't go so well for me. I can't believe that every night I would cry for them. Just flashing back the old times. But no matter what, I still care and love them. And like what I've said earlier, it's up to you human.

I was really hoping that Omma gonna get well soon. Oppa told me to call Sister as he's gonna send Omma to the hospital. I don't know what to do at that time but to rush and call Sister. I told Syaziani & Listener about it. But thanks to Listener for asking me not to waste my time. I know you understand me, Listener. Right? K whatever.

Thanks to Sister's friend for hugging me and ask me to be patience. I felt so warm when sister friend hugged me. Wait for the doctor's result is like waiting for someone to love you back. It takes more than 2 hours to wait for the doctor. Omma really can't take it and Oppa hugged her. Ish comelnya.. Tapi tetap jealous. When Omma being called already, I sat with my sister's friend. They make some jokes and it makes me feel better. 18 years old girls understands 15 year old girl better.

I cried when I see Omma's mouth is full of blood. And the surgery, ugh never mind. Sister watch everything. And lastly, the doctor only say that Omma is a brave lady. Not to forget, Omma smiled when sister's friend make some random jokes. Thank god that she don't have to stay over at the hospital. Somehow, she need to go appointment this Monday. Get well soon, I love you.

Now, no one's at home. Ish macam nak keluar sorang je.. tapi kemane?

P/s: I'm down, who cares?