Yesterday was the worst day ever. I don't feel good. I forced myself to go school in the morning. I know I don't feel good but you know, I don't want to miss my test. I feel like crying when I was walking into the school gate. I feel like the world is turning upside down, really. I tell myself not to cry when I've reached school.

But my tears went down when I shake hands with Fiqri. Thanks to Fiqri & Ikram for asking me to cool down and be strong. They were with me in the morning. Maths test, terrible. I cried badly during the test and my brain is not working. It's a common test, common test! And I did badly for it. Thanks to Ekiin & Aqilah for asking me to stop crying. I cried badly inside washroom and I hurt myself.

I had Malay test after the maths test. I tell my myself, to be strong. Everyone looked at me when I reached the class. Worst thing, I did the test so fast. Had a break and I didn't eat anything. My stomach was so empty and I only drink mineral water. English test was next and I find it okay. I felt so dizzy and went to the washroom for like 2 times. Thanks Ms Ong for understanding my situation.

My face look very pale and I feel like dying. Not to forget, I have another test for the last period. Which is? Elective Geography. My guyfriends asked me not to take the test and they asked Mrs Fong but she say test is a test. Ah hurting. 4 test in a row and it's killing me. My brain is not working already and I think I failed all the 4 test.

It's Saturday today and I'm sick. I need someone here with me now as I'm alone at home :<

P/s: Dear, where are you?