Why still bother about me right now? You got your new life there, why still care for me? Go out there and have fun alright? Miss me? Shock to know that, dude. I just wanna say, Congrats. Happy life! :)

I slept at 4am. I can't sleep and I text A. He is w his friends. I don't want to disturb him but then he say it's okay. Thanks for the bed time story-.- It's not a bed time story also ya. Ha ha, funny lah you. I also text Rigby but she didn't reply half-way. Are you asleep, babe? Thought of staying up the whole night, but my whackos didn't call me! Ha ha, thanks to Rigby. She's enjoying watching her show. She tweet but she didn't wake us up. For the past two days, I don't know why I'm so down. Seriously, I just need someone stay by my side. Sounds too emotional right? Yeah, I know. Stop being e-mo, Rabitah. Hate hate hate, okay shut up.

Life? It doesn't go smoothly. Everyone has their own problems, so yeah. I just love hanging out w girlfriends & whackos. Thank you babes ^^ Thought that this school holiday would be the fun one but I guess I'm wrong. I don't know why I don't feel like going out you know. Girlfriends & Whackos planned to go out but when? I'm only free with this two side, sorry. I'll be free for my girlfriends & whackos only. Others? I don't know. See my mood alright? :) But most probably, my butt will stick at home. Face my laptop, watch tv, messages, calls, eat a lot of foods, talk to sister, nagging and out w family. That would be great. Being so random, nowadays. Fcuk.

Whackos already plan to go out this Friday or next Saturday? Babes, go out next Saturday ah can? I don't feel like going to town, this Friday. Girlfriends, why so silent? Want to go out right? Come on, plan ah plan. Ha ha ha. But it must be on weekends alright? Thank you so much.

Movies? There's a lot of movies are out in cinema. But most of them, I can't watch. Damn it, still 14. 2 years time eh? K whatever. 2012 is coming out soon and I don't wish to watch that. See how lah. I'm broke now. Need $$$$$, so yeah.

Sister is busy w her school and I'm stuck at home alone, today. I don't know why, I don't enjoy myself today. Ha ha, didn't go out ah today? Yeah, I think so. Someone ask me whether I'm going out or not. Then I say no. If go out also, I don't know where to go. Singapore? Boring. No wonder Ms R* wants to migrate. Oh yeah, forget to mention.. I'm worried about one of my whackos condition. Sorry, can't tell who. I promise to myself already. Hope she will be fine.

Eh, I want everything goes smoothly~! I hate being like this, everyday. I just don't understand why, you must keep on asking me the same old question. I hate the question that you asked me. Seriously, same old question. Fucked up man. Text me again, I'll delete and I won't reply. K thanks. I don't want to mention what happen here. But I guess, someone of you knows what does this mean right? I don't care anymore.

I'm tired of being weak. I don't want to cry :'(

P/S: I feel suck because I miss someone, damn.