Something really upsets me alot, and i dont know who im going to share with. Everyone scared to be left out, everyone wants to be friend, everyone wants to be happy. As what many people says "people come, people go". That thing always happens to friendship problems or relationship problems? I dont think its relationship. I feel like, right now Im left out. I wanna go out with girlfriends, some of my girlfriends dissapointed in me. Girlfriends, i wanna go out with you guys. But it seems, one of the girl hates me? As you girls can see, i dont wanna interfere with problems that you guys are facing. You wanna tell me what happen? Yes, come..share with me :D Im here for you guys. Dont take this advantage to backstabb me, or something. Most of them told me that you are backstabb-ing me. Eventough i have alot of enemies, but i still love you guys. Leaving you guys, its like leaving my own family. What did i do to you, girl? Did i ever talk behind your back? You can tell everyone that you hate me, go on. When you tell the others, remember.. Your secrets are with me right now. Dont make me let it out yeah. Im so sorry for not asking you all to come with me. Fazeera, Ifah, Aichaa, Denna.. Im so sorry. As what Fazeera says, she's the one who dont want me to tagged along with you guys during June Holidays. Its hurting me, yknw. Cry cry cry everynight, just for her(?) I dont wanna hurt you guys, anymore. Im so sorry girlfriends, i love you all.

Xoxo, Rawr.

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You gotta start to let people know how you feel,